This is a funny read, I must confess:  "Later, having fled an arranged marriage to the Netherlands, I broke from
 fundamentalism. By the time of Sept. 11, 2001, I still considered 
myself a Muslim, though a passive one; I believed the principles but not
 the practice. After learning that it was Muslims who had hijacked 
airplanes and flown them into buildings in New York and Washington, I 
called for fellow believers to reflect on how our religion could have 
inspired these atrocious acts. A few months later, I confessed in a 
television interview that I had been secularized."  And when you were "secularized" did you stop experiencing nausea and hair loss? How long did it take for all the symptoms of the disease to disappear?